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In tribute to To my ShonaThanks to Nelly C. |
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| My love for you is comparable to that of a mother for her child, so 10 years is much too soon. You were a ray of sunshine from an early age, you brought more happiness into my life than many people around me, the strength of my love, you made me so strong, I was never "your mistress" as you were never "a dog", it's much stronger, I never had to scold you, never had to correct you on anything, you were the love of my life, love with a capital A, you've been gone for almost 3 months now, I couldn't imagine losing you, no I couldn't accept it, the illness announced, a treatment, the illness was fulgurating, I prayed with all my strength, I believed in a miracle so that I'd never experience this emptiness around me, this cruel lack. I see you everywhere, every room is dedicated to our memories, you were always there, an immense joy, my joie de vivre, my strength so much, oh yes so much... Jumper your little brother the cat, the one who gave you a second wind when Filou died, doesn't play anymore, he's so sad, so lost without you, even my love isn't enough and I know it because nothing erases you from me, it's so hard to live when the greatest happiness, It's so hard to live when the greatest happiness, the driving force of our lives, is gone, I feel so bad away from you my baby, everything is so sad, life has lost its colors, my smiles have given way to tears, I can't think of anything but you, every day, every minute, every second, my life is punctuated by this emptiness of you. My love baby, how I miss you, how I love you, I only hope to find you again; thank you for having enchanted my life. As no one else will have done, even if I hurt Shona, I have no regrets whatsoever about loving you like this, like a mother. |
English (United Kingdom)