In tribute to My MayaThanks to Christel |
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My love It's been a year and a half since you left me. I can't stop crying, this unexplained absence. One day you came into my life and you were only 3 and a half months old. That day I told myself that you were the greatest gift life had ever given me. But 13 years later, the same life took you away from me, who loved you so much, adored you so much, pampered you so much. And now, through the whim of this cursed life and the incompetence of the person who should have kept you alive, you're no longer here, close to me. I'm so sad, so unhappy about your absence, about this silence that still hangs over me. Because you're no longer there to cry out your love when I get home from work. You're no longer there to dry my tears when I was feeling down. You're no longer there to play the fool on the bed, barking so loudly that I couldn't calm you down by playing with you. We'd roll around on the bed, cuddle, I'd lie on top of you and like in wrestling I'd count to 5 and it was as if I'd left you on your back. You were so trusting, never mean, always so sweet even when the pain was eating away at you. You never complained and you never stopped loving me. I had your name tattooed on my arm when you left and believe me, the pain was excruciating, but I had just lost you and I felt nothing to tell you that the grief I felt at that moment was stronger than the pain. Like this my life, the day I leave, you'll come with me, and finally we'll meet again that day and never leave each other again. Farewell my beautiful and tender love, I love you for life and forever and ever. My little baby, my Maya. |